Don’t Worry God, I Got This… until I didn’t

Conversations in the dark.

It would be all so easy if we never got that call, heard those words that send you freefalling over the edge, stealing the breath from your lungs, and filling your mouth with a silent scream.

But when that call comes, how do you take that next breath? What do you do when your heart stops beating?

Surviving a heart-wrenching journey that seems to have no end, who writes the survival manual for that best seller? 

Catherine Ramshaw takes you on her journey, fighting to help two of her children to survive, one through near-death illnesses and an adopted child whose first three years inflicted a wound that will not heal. She shares the conversations she had with God, the scripture, and the difficult lessons she learned as she clung to His hand in the darkness. Her vulnerable and transparent account of the wrestling matches she had with God will inspire you to deepen your own conversations with the Almighty and learn to walk in faith, even in the darkness.

“What I tell you in the dark, speak in the light. What is whispered in your ear, proclaim from the rooftops.” Matthew 10:27

  • “This book is a must-read! It will grab you with page one and keep you riveted to the very last page!”

  • “It is a powerful book and testimony to God, faith, obedience and survival. Truly truly powerful and will change your view of obedience. I plan to give as gifts.”

  • “An absolutely great book! I laughed, cried, and couldn't put it down. Buy this book!!”

  • “It’s a book about hope, about perseverance, about trust in something and someone bigger than ourselves. It’ll make you think, it’ll make you cry, it’ll make you laugh. It’ll also give you so many resources to go back to when walking your own special journeys in life.”

  • “Ever struggled through a trial and thought, ‘there should be an instruction manual for suffering? Well, here it is!’”

  • “It is beautifully written with true vulnerability, authenticity and honesty. Her faithfulness in seeking God even at her lowest moments, allowing God to transform her relationship with Him to even deeper level, will give you grace bumps.”